21st Apr 2011
Thursday // 7pm // 1 year ago

I’m currently crying myself to sleep and it’s 1:55 AM.
I just got home from May’s despidida. I drank. A lot. As usual. Not a new thing. Yeah. I smell like alcohol. I stink.
I have no fucking reason why I’m even crying. I’m just.. Hurt. Yeah. For no fucking reason. Nagpakalasing ako. Kasi I’ve been so stressed up with school this whole week. More like of a week. :| Loser much. Stress ba stress ako, gusto ko na lang iinom at kalimutan ang lahat. Yes, lahat. Pati lahat ng kakilala ko. I wonder what I’d be like if I never met these people present im my life right now.
Feeling ko, down na down na down lang ako. Namimis ko yung mahigpit na yakap ng isang kaibigan.. Tunay na kaibigan na laging nanjan para sayo. Wala ako masandalan ngayon. Wala naman ako dapat problema eh. Ewan ko kung bakit ako ganto. Putangina. What the fuck is wrong with me?! Srsly.
Ang sakit lang.
KBye. Will cry myself to sleep more. More tagay pls. :|
May’s leaving tomorrow for Japan at 1:30 PM. Will miss her. :”( Cried before I left her pad.
Palagi na lang mali. Yun naman lagi nakikita niyo eh. Wtf am I saying? Kelan nga pala ako nakagawa ng tama? You people never notice. NEVER.
Wag niyo ko papaki-alaman sa trabaho ko dahil hindi ako nakiki-alam sa inyo. I know what I’m doing. I’m old enough, I know.
Is there anyone who fucking understands me? Ugh. You’re stressing me up. I’m stressed enough to take all your shit.
SALAMAT.
But I won’t fucking let you ruin my day. Not today. School from 10 ‘til 7 PM. I will laugh all day at school. In your face! KBye.
Yesterday was amazing with Bry. <3 Glad I was able to have my day off with him.

is like the best word ever.” - Dane Cook. <3 :D lol
my favorite word.

(via whydontyoufuckoff)
Sorry na. Ang saya magmura eh. :|